I am dealing with intense mixed-emotions about all this.

anniephantom:

What will it mean to have my An Imperial Affliction be made into a film?
I am beyond happy for John and all his successes, because nobody deserves it more, but what will this mean?

I’m being selfish of course, and I am excited, but also very scared. Very very scared.

Until then, dftba.

Exactly…I am so happy for him, but it’s the kind of book you don’t want some people to get a hold of because what if it blows up and idk if that’s bad, but the specialness of the novel might mean less when everyone knows and loves and idk I sound dumb. I can’t explain it. I am just being selfish, too. GAH